Island Hoppin ~ Introspective Reflection ~ Writing & Radio

After I woke up from the Night of the Virgo Party, I was adamant about getting to St. John. Whether anyone else was as well or not. I tried to find friends to join me because the company would have been amazing at such a place but they all had obligations or daily dilemmas. When I arrived at the Fairy that carried me there, I had almost an hour to kill. I went and ended up getting more free drinks. The Bar Tender there, her name was Elizabeth. She saw me and as I was going to get something, she told me I looked like I’ve always been here. I told her I was recently in Ireland. She said I seemed like an Islander immediately and she let me have Hennessey and cranberry before I went to St. John for the first time in my life. I was going to go to Trunk Bay… Just because it was what I WANTED to do. And I've found out how true things can become if I choose to jus go for it. Sometimes, if I want something bad enough, I’m very capable of seeing to it that I try to get there. And damn near every time I ever followed through with those mentalities, I was usually rewarded for it.

Not always though

But as usual, I got to Trunk Bay at St. John. It was the most beautiful thing I ever saw in my life. There were only figurative moments, places, or even people that reminded me of something so rare in a really crazy world. This place seemed like fiction but I was always prone to things like that anyhow. I felt what is was like to reward myself, for myself, BY myself. I really had a moment here. It was several hours in a day that is already behind me, but I really felt a helluva within myself. Maybe about some of the things I thought I might’ve deserved long ago in my own way. And how at times like now, I was old enough in my education to realize that I wasn’t rushing through something before I had the time to figure out how to get the most of it. It was very incredible to me even though I was by myself. But I had her in mind the entire time I was there. Spiritually, there was someone walkin' right besides me on this beach. They were concentrated daydreams that seemed real to me. She was smiling and wearing short shorts with sarong wrapped around her waste. Like 'Run to the Water.' I didn’t really have a worry in the world at that moment because all things before then vanished for the time being. I just reflected on my own energies, wishes, and ambitions. I considered some things that pertain to a time and place later in life. And I was plagued by an imagination that was carried into beautiful realms that’s just a little too good to be true right now. I really realized that I came here from having challenges in life..

I only honestly have cried happy about four or five times in my life. The first time was when I found a Supreme Being a year after he found me (The Lord). My mother held me when I cried after I saw certain things in the sky. I was so happy that bliss just came up out of my eyes. That night, I burned my dark past. I realized a lot then. The other four times were within these recent 4 months. A few times in Ireland. A few times here. I just had a lot occur all at once and it took me for a roller coaster ride for many things. There was excitement, sadness, revelation, delirium, laughter, magic. It was all beyond what is heard of. While I was here in St. John at Trunk Bay, I enjoyed being carried away in my own visions. They were interesting to me.


When I got to UVI. Someone from the Open Mic Night asked me to come to the Poetry Reading within the people here of UVI. It was a blast. I found a lot of intuitive, sincere writings deep in my VAIO from when I was 21 or 22. It was mainly regarding good-hearted things that pertain to sensitivity and respect. Things of wishful thoughts and lost crushes. People told me they really appreciated hearing those writings.

I had also found a writing about an epic autobiographical dream I had in Alaska in 2006. The white Lion and the Giant Eagle.

Then after this happened, I was told to meet some people who know some people because it is quite likely that I might be in radio here in the Virgin Islands soon. That would be a blast.